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Friday, August 24th, 2012
4:43 pm - Meghan Christine Fox
Meghan, our friendship is so strong that we literally overcame everything together. We share secrets that no one else will ever understand. We grew from dorky *NSYNC fans to concert rats and travel buddies together. You started off as my best friend 13 years ago but I can honestly say that this year you were officially my older sister and go to for EVERYTHING. We had so many plans for the future and I’m devastated we can’t do it all together now. I wanted you to be in my wedding, and the godmother to my firstborn. You were my biggest supporter and you loved me unconditionally. Now I can’t ever delete my facebook because I will lose the comments like this:
Meghan Fox your awesomeness never ceases to amaze! love you bunches!!
April 23 2012 at 6:35pm · Like · 1
You truly left us too young. Your dreams and aspirations were inspiring to me and you had the potential to change the world. Everyday you made my life better and gave me tremendous strength to overcome my own obstacles.
I’ve been reading our old journals and don’t think you’d mind me sharing this entry.
2004.02.22 16.11
yeah i feel so old :s lol maybe it's b/c everyone keeps saying "wow, you;re so old now, we can't be friends anymore!" ahh me and kat had a nice clean-fest this morning err... at 12:30 lol meh that's morning in the fox residence *shrugs*
yeah surprisingly it didn't take us long, i still have my room to finish but i'm feeling too lazy so screw that hippie. With the left over time me and kat started playing w, the streamers we decorated my room lol. it looks so festive i'm thoroughly impressed, and i'm seriously conidering design school because of this :). thx for helping me realize my artistic talent hun :)
boo stayed on for it and got well acquainted with everyone :) made me happy ... hence the smilage. lol i wish he could have been there do hear our drunken karyoke but hey it's all good and maybe he'll be here in time to hear our olde english screamo band perform * hey nonny NONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNY* lol
aww i'm a huge fan of last night i have the best friends ever*insert sappy love song here* , seriously thanks for everything last night, i hope you all had a good time , it really made of the shitty week *muah* love you all
buenos nahcos and muy <3
Meghan, you will be remembered always for your wit and big heart. You are the most thoughtful person I know and I will forever miss your face.

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Monday, March 16th, 2009
9:18 am - bored at work, again.
I've been here since 6am. SO TIRED. The weekend drained me. The cottage was so much fun, but I was so tired from the week that I didn't really get to enjoy myself as much as I wanted. The weather was beautiful and the company was great too. 

I wish I didn't have to work and go to 6 hours of classes today.  I can't wait to be done school. Being a full time student and working full time is really draining me. All I want to do is sleep when I'm not at work or school. I'm boring.

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Wednesday, March 4th, 2009
11:32 pm - I'm not going to freak out
I am having the WORST time every getting people to fill out my survey.  I'm not aggressive and I hate asking people for favours.

UGH. The things I have to do to graduate.

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Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
11:02 pm - ooyyeee
It's new years eve and I'm working. But I don't care about some random night where everyone gets shitfaced, no no, I'm going to Cuba on Saturday! So excited to not work for a week and just be with Mark. I haven't seen him nearly enough lately because of work and babysitting. I need to just stop, why do I work so much anyways? My debts aren't thaaat bad, I just don't know when to relax. Thanks to Mommy I'm going to be forced to relax, and not worry about the bill.

Every year gets better and better, 2009 will be great. Maybe I'll get into grad school, maybe I'll get a raise. I'm optimistic and can rest easy because I have the most loving boyfriend in the world.

/high on love

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Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008
11:19 pm - BONUS!
I'm rich, ahah! What should I do with my extra 500? I could get out of overdraft. Or I could pay for a class for winter term (whenever that starts).

Decisions.

I have a lot of time to think about it. I'm working alll through the holidays, lucky me!

CUBA IN 11 days!

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Friday, December 19th, 2008
2:55 am - dooonnnee
BRAZILLIAN!

Ah!

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Thursday, December 4th, 2008
3:47 am - UGHHHHHHH
I'm at work watching top model. I finished the paper that I was supposed to hand in Monday. I don't know why I bothered, the strike is NEVER GOING TO END.

I HATE LIVING AT MY DAD'S.

Sometimes I think being incredibly poor and uneducated is better than living in Brampton. I missed the deadlines for Grad school so I have at least a year to figure out what I'm going to do. If I'm realistic, I'll have to live at home until I get my MA but I really really really don't want to.

I wish Mark was a rich prince and could just pay all my debts and we could run off into the sunset.

For now I have to settle with running into the sunset in Cuba. I CAN'T WAIT. GET ME OUT OF BRAMPTON.

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Thursday, January 17th, 2008
1:53 am - GRADDD
I'm going to graduate this year afterall.  I'm tired of being a student, I want to just get into the work-force and start doing what matters. I have ONE class left, don't $%^& this up Kat!

Really strange week.  No more random hook ups.  I don't like the dating world, I have it so good with Mark.

I'm moving again.  I can't wait!  New place and I'll actually have roomies.  I do everything backwards.  It'll be sad not waking up besides Mark everyday but knowing us, he'll end up unofficially moving in with me again.

I need to start sleeping.  Where does my time go?

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Monday, November 5th, 2007
2:57 pm - bitch bitch bitch
I worked 13 hours yesterday, can I have a medal or something?  I actually got work done as well as some quality tv-watching time.  And I got to get totally with Tina, Michaela and Olive.  Rachid said I should just graduate this year and work for Security.  I don't wanna leave goSAFE.  It's nice to be in control and work with my friends and do my homework and get totally and just be a lame student.  Part of me wants to move on from my student life since all my friends have but the other part wants to stay in school as long as I can.  I'm pretty torn; Toronto or Montreal?  I have the potential to get my masters/phd for free but I'll be stuck here for a few more years.  I want to go to McGill but I don't think I'll a) get in b) get a job and c) ever have the friends I have here again.

Some days I just want to go back and give up my adult life/independence.   Others I'm so glad I don't need to rely on my parents and finally have a decent relationship with them.  I'm 21, I don't want to live at home but I want someone to take care of me.  Brent is lonely but he doesn't realize that you're always going to feel alone, having a relationship doesn't really change that.

Ugh, I'm so tired.  I'm done school Dec. 5th and I'm going to work my ass off to make lots of money for christmas.

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Sunday, September 16th, 2007
7:29 pm - what is the world coming to?
insane.  i don't even know what to think.

gross?

yeah.  and annoying.  don't tell me i'm hot, k?  don't tell me you're interested, don't pretend like you're not a sleeze.

in other news, 21 soon.  i'm one of the few who doesn't have a kid yet.  and that makes me proud.  yay for keeping it somewhat in my pants!

liz's bf is so cute.  and they're even cuter together.  yay for young love, i'm rooting for her.

my classes are great and i've made some good friends in my program(s).  other than the placement mess (i'm only doing sundays, ugh) school is good.

the office is cold.  but i can't handle the van.

i like my thoughts scattered.  it's harder for lurkers to decipher. yes.

current mood: cold

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Thursday, June 14th, 2007
7:06 am - I can't sleep...
I feel your pain, I share your tears. Yet, I will never truly understand.

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Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007
12:24 pm - another for sale post: toshiba laptop and MDG desktop!
I am selling my beloved desktop. I have a car so I'm willing to drop it off anywhere in the GTA or along the TTC line.  I am somewhat desperate so I am willing to haggle! Plus, I'm nice! :D 

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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
12:21 pm - moving uhhh sale?

After living on res for 2 years, it's time to move out. I'm willing to haggle on ALL items so please don't hesitate to make an offer! All items must be picked up by April 23rd. I'm currently located at 2275 Bayview (at Lawrence, Glendon College). Cash only! Pickup can be arranged after April 23 but depends on what item you're interested in. 

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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
2:45 pm - Santa, please send me more time this year.
I can't believe that Christmas is almost here. It's hard to believe that after Tuesday, I won't even have any exams. I won't have to worry about studying or keeping up with my readings. I'll have one 12 page paper left. That's it. And the prof surprised all of us by deciding to take 0.01% off per day for lateness. I'm in no hurry to write this thing.

However, as wonderful as all that sounds, I really feel like everything is just passing me by. I have no free time whatsoever. I'm struggling to get 8 hrs a sleep a night. That's not like me, once I'm in a routine, I keep it. But lately, there's been so much going on. I haven't even taken the chance to just breathe. I haven't seen any TV, haven't made any phone calls, haven't been able just to sit and gossip with the girls. My sewing pile is getting bigger and bigger. I keep starting these projects but I don't get the chance to finish them. However, I did finish a shirt and a bag for my sis, with stenciling, so I have accomplished something other than some decent grades. I'm working on a christmas themed shirt. It's the cutest thing ever. It was one of Mark's old shirts, and I resized it, added some lace, and now I'm going to make a cute design with sequins. And, my mom promised me a sewing machine so things will finally move a little quicker.

I miss the time in my life where I could just mellow out for a day and not worry about anything. The more I think about it, the more I realize that it hasn't happened in a while. I'm always working, constantly out, always worrying about school. I'd love to clear my head for the day but it just doesn't happen. It does help having little moments though, where I can just forget all the stress of life. When I'm in Mark's arms, everything melts away. As silly as it sounds, as soon as I pick up the needle, I'm a different person too. Mark has even noticed it. I'm instantly calm, not fidgity. The only other oppurtunity I have to mellow out is when we go to concerts. They make me so incredibly happy but like everything else, they don't last very long.

I'm not going to complain about being so busy though. Since I've been so busy, I've made some amazing new friends. I absolutely adore the people I work with. Everyone is so friendly and I've learnt more than I ever expected from my job. Sure, I've worked 40 hours this week, which is apparently unheard of for new staff, but I'm managing. It really helps having Mark to come home to after a long shift.

I cannot wait to go to Montreal for New Years. It is going to be so wonderful to celebrate one year, as well as a new year, with the best man around. I've been so blessed.

This has been a long enough break. Back to the books and then it's off to work again.

current mood: touched

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Monday, November 14th, 2005
2:23 am - this just in: I have the best boyfriend in the world because I said so
I have so much to be grateful for. Mark, my friends, good health, amazing job, and an overall bright future. Yet, I'm still puzzled. Why doesn't everyone want happiness? People can't actually enjoy being surrounded by drama, can they? Why would you want to constantly put yourself in the position to hurt yourself and the people you care about? I don't get how some people are constantly ruining things for themselves. If your boyfriend is abusive, go to the police. Don't use the fact you love him as an excuse, that's just wrong. Oh yeah. You're pregnant too. Why would you want to hurt an innocent being? You're stupid.

In other UNRELATED words, I love Lizzie. She's an awesome, strong person. I wish I could be more like her.

That is all.

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Friday, November 4th, 2005
9:52 pm

So if you haven't heard yet, Relient K was the best concert I've EVER been to.  And I've been to over 40 of them so this title means a lot to me.  Matt's stage presence was incredible and the music sounded the same, if not better, than it does on the the albums.  It was a great reward after getting a B on my Psych midterm.  OH YEAH! 

No zoom needed.  I was just that close.  *swoons*

Today was my first day of training with Student Security. I learned so many new things. Most importantly, I learned how proud I should be to have the job. Not only is it the best paying job on campus, I'm one of the 4 people selected OUT OF 50!!!!, for the position. Better yet, I'm the only girl! That really says a lot, especially with such a huge female population at Glendon. I cannot wait to start working. You can only work a max of 24 hrs a week so I don't have to worry about my studies suffering. The best part is that it's such a relaxed work environment so all the staff are SUPER nice. Nice to the point where after spending 7 hours of training together, people are already asking me to go out and party with them. It's weird how I love this place more and more everyday. Much love for Glendon in this room!

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current mood: satisfied

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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
11:53 am - Some friend...
I just finished my first midterm and I have one more at 3 today. I can't wait to be done, especially since tonight is RELIENT K! Ack. So excited for that. They've been one of my fave bands since I picked up the CD so long ago. Mmhmm is always in the car, wherever I go. I can't explain how happy I was to find the Employee of the Month EP, The Anatomy of the Tongue in Cheek and Revolutions Per Minute. It was like winning the big jackpot.

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On another note, isn't it weird how you learn something new about your friends every day? The ones that I thought I can count on, always, really surprise me. One of the good things I have realized, however, is that there are people out there that still care about you even though you only get to talk to them every couple of weeks.
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current mood: aggravated

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Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
10:49 pm - Another birthday came and went...

I had this long entry all ready to be posted and livejournal ate it.  The gist of it:

+kickass 19th birthday + free drinks!
+received birthday wishes from the people I least expected (Ex-Boyfriends much?)
+Mark is on reading week and thus spending the whole week at school with me <3
+got a job and can pay my bills
+finally got to see Alonz (it had been since the first week of Sept) and Sherry (it had been since the beginning of summer)
+Keele tomorrow to get my Driver's Abstract
+Thrice and Underoath tomorrow!
+My dad gave me the car for the whole weekend and I got many errands done
+Get to see Amanda this weekend/get dinero/possibly see Nathan

-Still haven't talked to my mom
-Miss my sis
-Lots of studying to do and thus must continue to study at the gym.  Hello, my name is NERD.
-Been having a rough time sleeping lately due to my constant worrying
-Cass lost a good can of Ravioli and a good dish R.I.P

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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
12:58 am - 4 days 'till I retire my fake ID and I couldn't be happier!
This week as been full of pleasant surprises. Tuesday was my last day of class thanks to York's wonderful policy of honouring religious holidays. We also took Cass out for her birthday on Tuesday. The one time we actually have ID, we don't even get carded. Weird. Especially since the table next to us got carded and I personally think they looked older than us. Must've been the outfits! There were some pretty funny/random moments too. All in all, I hope we accomplished our goal and gave Cass a nice night out.click for more reading & visual aidsCollapse )

current mood: satisfied

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Monday, October 10th, 2005
2:36 pm - Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!
John Mayer was AMAZING. I got amazing pictures (finally!), and even some video with audio. It really helps having a nice camera. It also doesn't hurt to have such hot company. ;-)

On another note, I love irony. And I just had the best Thanksgiving ever. Not only did I get to have good food with even better company, I got to see my sister.

Happy Birthday Cass! Much love!

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current mood: pleased

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